Just like that

I am back... nothing to write.. its late in the afternoon.. too many things on my mind..... Its thursday today.... life will be good inshAllah,... but then again there is despair that what will happen..

I am the kind of person that preaches optimism and tells people not to be worried about things that are not in your control but , hey, I just realized that to an individual things always seem to be in their control.... they never realize that things are not in their control.... Same thing is happening to me... I feel like the center of the universe in a negative way ...

anyway bye bye and trust me i am not a a dark person .. I am just gray :)