Faults

My blue butterfly. Its my fault. Everything that happened. The memories. The truth that were lies.... I was the one who got up and walked away and when you settled on the Rose my blue butterfly there was no nectar left in it. The rose was just gray..... That is my mistake too... you want to hold on and now i want to leave again... that is my fault too.... Faults and everything is mine !! now you are asking me to become a lilly for you but i dont think that i am that strong. I try to be .. I dont want to be but i have to be.... I am not strong enough to become a lilly for you.... Let me be just a gray rose ... and i dont have the strength that is my fault to... i accept!

What was i thinking.... I should be normal but i am not .... i should have just withered away but i didnt... y is there this fight in me... i dont want to.... and it my fault that i made u feel this way

There are roses out there.... a fresh one for you... go live your life! and know that i have my faults... I am just  a man !!!

Its hard to become a lilly my blue butterfly but i will try... i will try anything for you coz  you are me and nothing else matters. Be Free!