The soul that was one broken and mended by my own hands was torn and thrown to the dogs... Whose soul... mine of course... the most beautiful thing that I had,,,, I broke you my soul.... lost you to the mists... then I made the sun rise and there was sunshine and rainbows.. the flowers and the universe that I created was perfect. and I found you again my soul for this universe was where I wished we were together
I was a fool not to realize that it was temporary.. I became bound.. helpless.... but I survived and so I made my soul survive too in a mended state. .. Everything was happy... calm with a universe which belonged personally to me.....and was home to my soul.....
Experience comes with the passage of the ole devil .. the time... and once again i realized that by binding my own soul with myself .. I was doing injustice... The soul did not deserve this loneliness.. this separate universe created for it only.. no the soul deserved better. The soul deserved this world .. the real world... which I realized was much much better than the universe that I had created... the rainbows and the sunshines that I could give were leeching the essence of my soul..
So i let it go.. .let my soul free... be it, that my soul doesnt know what is best but I know so....
I wished for my soul to be with me but what is better for my soul is that I render it from myself and let it be!! let it be with someone ...otherwise there will always be a darkness .. for you ... darkness for, you my soul... and I rather be away from you then see you surrounded by darkness.... and of course the darkness is me too.
so here I sit tonight after a long passage of time -- repainting my universe, my rainbow and my sun.... Gray!!
I was a fool not to realize that it was temporary.. I became bound.. helpless.... but I survived and so I made my soul survive too in a mended state. .. Everything was happy... calm with a universe which belonged personally to me.....and was home to my soul.....
Experience comes with the passage of the ole devil .. the time... and once again i realized that by binding my own soul with myself .. I was doing injustice... The soul did not deserve this loneliness.. this separate universe created for it only.. no the soul deserved better. The soul deserved this world .. the real world... which I realized was much much better than the universe that I had created... the rainbows and the sunshines that I could give were leeching the essence of my soul..
So i let it go.. .let my soul free... be it, that my soul doesnt know what is best but I know so....
I wished for my soul to be with me but what is better for my soul is that I render it from myself and let it be!! let it be with someone ...otherwise there will always be a darkness .. for you ... darkness for, you my soul... and I rather be away from you then see you surrounded by darkness.... and of course the darkness is me too.
so here I sit tonight after a long passage of time -- repainting my universe, my rainbow and my sun.... Gray!!
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